You're not alone in disagreeing. The problem for you are the 10s of thousands of videos and reports of Israel committing war crimes, all the major International Aid organizations saying the same, the ICC and ICJ statements against Israel, the UN statements against Israel, and first and foremost the written and verbal statements of Israel's leaders about their intentions.

The fairytale we in the West have been told about Israel since we were kids (I'm 60) just doesn't hold up anymore. Once you know there is no going back.