In all seriousness: If you are actually a Ukrainian civilian (obviously I can't know for sure on the internet) then I 100% understand why you hate Russia. If I were a Ukrainian civilian, I would hate Russia, too.
I haven't commented this in a while, so I'll write it here again: In the war in Ukraine there are no, "good guys” at the top. The only "good guys" are the civilians just trying to live their lives, and people honestly fighting to defend their country. At the top, neither Putin, nor Zelenskyy, and especially not Joe Biden or Donald Trump are "good guys." They might do some good things, but that doesn't make them "good guys."